Life sure does take you down some very interesting roads. Yesterday, one of my friends saw just how close to home the dream act hit them.
Today, various times, I wanted to burst out in tears.
It makes me SO angry, how people take things for granted. There are so many things I want to do, but can't. And others who can...don't.
To not go off on a rant, im going to keep to my title, this blog is about voting.
It amazes me just how many people disregard their right to vote. It IRRITATES me how they can play it of by sayin, "oh it doesn't matter anyways"
I dont know how so many people, don't know what the primary election are, or when they are.
I dont know WHY there are still people who can register to vote and arent registered.
NO ONE can imagine how much I YEARN the day I can check in a polling place, and finnaly cast my ballot.
Days like these frusrate me so much, sometimes to the point where I can't hold in the tears.
I can do so many things,
I can read, and be knowledgeable about every politician and proposition on ever ballot, but in the end it wont really matter.
I wont be able to vote in feb, june, nov, ar any other fucking election anytime soon.
OH and also, I cant vote in the mexico elections either, why?? Because I have never lived there, so I dont have a Electoral ID. SURE FUCKING SUCKS FOR ME DOESN'T IT.
PLEASE if you CAN vote...do it wisely.
PLEASE if you haven't registered to vote...do it soon.
APPLY for citizenship...those who are qualified residents.
Vote...for those who can't
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Your Pretty Face
I saw you pretty face today,
As i drove past the bus stop where you clamly waited,
The innocent look in your eyes,
not knowing i was watching,
As i drove away i though to myself if i should have given you a ride,
Then thought to myself, Im glad i didnt,
It was been almost 3 months since i cried for you,
It may not seem much,
but after years of crying myself to sleep almost on a daily basis,
Your pretty face, wasnt worth it.
It has been to long, since i have smiled
As i drove past the bus stop where you clamly waited,
The innocent look in your eyes,
not knowing i was watching,
As i drove away i though to myself if i should have given you a ride,
Then thought to myself, Im glad i didnt,
It was been almost 3 months since i cried for you,
It may not seem much,
but after years of crying myself to sleep almost on a daily basis,
Your pretty face, wasnt worth it.
It has been to long, since i have smiled
Friday, September 7, 2007
Untitled
As I sit and try to sort endless emotions surging through my body, I cant help but realize that things will never be the way they used to be.
The smile adorned across your face every time I walked into the room, the softness of your cheek as it lay ever so delicately upon my own.
As I sit here , attempting to stop the lonely tear from rolling down my cheek, I remember when we said that we wouldn’t make each other cry, and how we both failed miserably
Things happen for a reason, yet I cant seem to fathom the reality of you being away from me, never to come back running into to my ever awaiting arms.
You said that the eyes were the window’s to one’s soul, I remember sitting in front of you and gazing into your starry eyes, looking at the beauty within,
I close my eyes, to keep the tears from falling, but my soul can no longer take the pain.
I open them, and cry, my last tears for you.
Promise myself I will never let this happen again, yet secretly knowing that it probably will.
I pick up the phone and dial the number… never achieving the courage to press the call button, I put the phone down again.
Walk to the mirror in the bathroom, look at the droopy eyed, sleep deprived thing staring back,
Yell out to the world you never meant to cause this much pain.
You take the blade, and with one sure clean cut,
release….
The smile adorned across your face every time I walked into the room, the softness of your cheek as it lay ever so delicately upon my own.
As I sit here , attempting to stop the lonely tear from rolling down my cheek, I remember when we said that we wouldn’t make each other cry, and how we both failed miserably
Things happen for a reason, yet I cant seem to fathom the reality of you being away from me, never to come back running into to my ever awaiting arms.
You said that the eyes were the window’s to one’s soul, I remember sitting in front of you and gazing into your starry eyes, looking at the beauty within,
I close my eyes, to keep the tears from falling, but my soul can no longer take the pain.
I open them, and cry, my last tears for you.
Promise myself I will never let this happen again, yet secretly knowing that it probably will.
I pick up the phone and dial the number… never achieving the courage to press the call button, I put the phone down again.
Walk to the mirror in the bathroom, look at the droopy eyed, sleep deprived thing staring back,
Yell out to the world you never meant to cause this much pain.
You take the blade, and with one sure clean cut,
release….
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Truth and Lies
Well to start off, my toe hurts, so that sucks. To continue, it really ticks me off to see that this late in life people still haven't grown up. It makes me really angry that "friends" still believe that I would do something to hurt them. It's a damn shame.
People still believe that I make up crap, just for the sake of making up crap to make their life miserable, or for the sake of making another person look bad. Jesus Christ almighty i have much more better things to do, than sit here and come up with bogus ass stories.
I don't want to say I don't care about anyone, because i do, don't take me wrong, I love everyone, when it comes to devoting my time and effort to things, trust me, contrary to popular belief, it is not gossip. Now i know I have fame of being on e of if not the most biggest gossip you all may know, trust me when i say this. I DO NOT ASK. People tell me and i do what i do best, I LISTEN.
I WILL NOT FAULT on a promise, and take things to the grave if someone asks me to.
If a person lies to you, i find out about it, I will not say a word, because it is not me whose problem it is, I will try to convince the other person to tell you the truth, unless i don't talk to that person.
I do not talk trash behind peoples back, intentionally, and I will not spread rumors about people, I only say things that are 100% true to me, and to people whom i KNOW i can trust.
I don't give a crap what you think of me, call me heartless, cruel, or a plain idiot if you want, But do know this.
MY FRIENDS, know when i tell the truth, so ask them, will I ever lie to a friend?
People still believe that I make up crap, just for the sake of making up crap to make their life miserable, or for the sake of making another person look bad. Jesus Christ almighty i have much more better things to do, than sit here and come up with bogus ass stories.
I don't want to say I don't care about anyone, because i do, don't take me wrong, I love everyone, when it comes to devoting my time and effort to things, trust me, contrary to popular belief, it is not gossip. Now i know I have fame of being on e of if not the most biggest gossip you all may know, trust me when i say this. I DO NOT ASK. People tell me and i do what i do best, I LISTEN.
I WILL NOT FAULT on a promise, and take things to the grave if someone asks me to.
If a person lies to you, i find out about it, I will not say a word, because it is not me whose problem it is, I will try to convince the other person to tell you the truth, unless i don't talk to that person.
I do not talk trash behind peoples back, intentionally, and I will not spread rumors about people, I only say things that are 100% true to me, and to people whom i KNOW i can trust.
I don't give a crap what you think of me, call me heartless, cruel, or a plain idiot if you want, But do know this.
MY FRIENDS, know when i tell the truth, so ask them, will I ever lie to a friend?
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
New Semester
For most students at SCC the Fall semester hasn't started yet, and wont start until the 27th for most. For me on the other hand, I'm already jumping in head first into just about any possible activity there is. I am taking 12 units, for some reason I was dropped from one class because I can't repeat it and i have to talk to the Dean on Admissions and Records to approve it, I really dont care about it at the moment because Im taking another class that fills the requirement for that class...whatever (run on sentence :-))
Anyways, this semester has been off to a pretty rough start, most of my friends dont talk to each other anymore, and for reasons beyond my control and understanding, although I think they can eventually work things out it isnt going to happen anytime soon. (sad face) On the other hand I have a really good feeling about this semester, I fixed my schedule perfectly to fit everything that I do and I still have time for me to relax, (or catch up on things I dont do ) Im really excited because I'm taking a new Sociology class, called Mexican Americans in the U.S., COME ON no other class could be more perfect for me.
Whatever, lol I'm having alot of my friends from Johnson start coming to this school, so im rather excited about that, I havent seen alot of them for over a year so it kinda makes it all the better that Im going to be going to the same school as them again. *Sigh* people grow up so fast, seems like just yesterday I was changing their diapers,(or not) Im thrilled that I get to take an ethics class and i hear the professor is a genius and that im going to have loads of fun in his class. Im taking another Poli Sci class, a dance class, and a new class offered for Student Government, which I am also doing.
However I do need to go and look for a job cuz this beaner needs to get paid. So if anyone has any suggestions, please feel free to hit a homie up, (it feels funny typi all ghetto) **laughs at self**
Anyways, Im out for this blog.
Halla
Anyways, this semester has been off to a pretty rough start, most of my friends dont talk to each other anymore, and for reasons beyond my control and understanding, although I think they can eventually work things out it isnt going to happen anytime soon. (sad face) On the other hand I have a really good feeling about this semester, I fixed my schedule perfectly to fit everything that I do and I still have time for me to relax, (or catch up on things I dont do ) Im really excited because I'm taking a new Sociology class, called Mexican Americans in the U.S., COME ON no other class could be more perfect for me.
Whatever, lol I'm having alot of my friends from Johnson start coming to this school, so im rather excited about that, I havent seen alot of them for over a year so it kinda makes it all the better that Im going to be going to the same school as them again. *Sigh* people grow up so fast, seems like just yesterday I was changing their diapers,(or not) Im thrilled that I get to take an ethics class and i hear the professor is a genius and that im going to have loads of fun in his class. Im taking another Poli Sci class, a dance class, and a new class offered for Student Government, which I am also doing.
However I do need to go and look for a job cuz this beaner needs to get paid. So if anyone has any suggestions, please feel free to hit a homie up, (it feels funny typi all ghetto) **laughs at self**
Anyways, Im out for this blog.
Halla
Sunday, August 19, 2007
What The Fuck Ever
It has been a while since i have actually been compelled to write anything worth reading.
This goes out to anyone who cares about anything.
If you ask anyone what is the mos important thing in their life, you can never get a straight answer. People can never choose what they really want out of life.
Happiness, some say, to live comfortably, say others, yet people never really stp and think about all the little things that are more important than living comfortably.
I cant remeber the last time i felt depressed and didnt ave anyone to go to. It's been a long while since I had to cry into a pillow because there was no shoulder for me to cry on. Tears dropping down on paper as words filled lines with sorrow, dispair, hate, and disappointment, smeard away by the bitterness pouring from my soul. I cant remeber the last time i felt alone
brought up, you are asked time and time again, what you want to be when you grow up. Not once do you dare ask the one question burning in your mind "WHEN am i going to be grown up?"
not once are you asked, "what are you NOW" at this point and time, 3, 4, 5, 6 years old.
I dont know how many kids actually se how important they are at that early age. Sons, daughters, students, and most importantly, Friends.
As we get older it seems that because those smpe things werent intstilled to us as children, we forget about them, forget about how important being there for others really is, we forget aobut how other are so imprtant to us as well.
We seem to find it very easy to hate, dislike, be mad, and forget about another person, yet find it damn near impossible to give forgiveness. It saddens me to know people just cant let go of things, shit happens evey day, and that what life is my friends. Shit, upon piles of even more shit, and unless you have other helping you through lifem you are going to be in shit for a long time
I can say that there is one thign that is more impirtant to me than any other, and those are my friends, I WILL NOT STAND for anyone who will make me choose who I will call a friend. I am capable of just about anything, for a friend, and you have just ran into a brick wall if you think I will let you destry what I cherish most in life.
Beware, You wont know where the deadly blow will come, but any enemies, of anyone who calls themselves my friends, will be knocked the fuck out.
This goes out to anyone who cares about anything.
If you ask anyone what is the mos important thing in their life, you can never get a straight answer. People can never choose what they really want out of life.
Happiness, some say, to live comfortably, say others, yet people never really stp and think about all the little things that are more important than living comfortably.
I cant remeber the last time i felt depressed and didnt ave anyone to go to. It's been a long while since I had to cry into a pillow because there was no shoulder for me to cry on. Tears dropping down on paper as words filled lines with sorrow, dispair, hate, and disappointment, smeard away by the bitterness pouring from my soul. I cant remeber the last time i felt alone
brought up, you are asked time and time again, what you want to be when you grow up. Not once do you dare ask the one question burning in your mind "WHEN am i going to be grown up?"
not once are you asked, "what are you NOW" at this point and time, 3, 4, 5, 6 years old.
I dont know how many kids actually se how important they are at that early age. Sons, daughters, students, and most importantly, Friends.
As we get older it seems that because those smpe things werent intstilled to us as children, we forget about them, forget about how important being there for others really is, we forget aobut how other are so imprtant to us as well.
We seem to find it very easy to hate, dislike, be mad, and forget about another person, yet find it damn near impossible to give forgiveness. It saddens me to know people just cant let go of things, shit happens evey day, and that what life is my friends. Shit, upon piles of even more shit, and unless you have other helping you through lifem you are going to be in shit for a long time
I can say that there is one thign that is more impirtant to me than any other, and those are my friends, I WILL NOT STAND for anyone who will make me choose who I will call a friend. I am capable of just about anything, for a friend, and you have just ran into a brick wall if you think I will let you destry what I cherish most in life.
Beware, You wont know where the deadly blow will come, but any enemies, of anyone who calls themselves my friends, will be knocked the fuck out.
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