Sunday, March 27, 2011

Cesar Chavez Marcha 2011

Despues de leer este articulo en El Chronicle titulado "10 Tips on How to Write Less Badly" que la professora Elvia Ramirez compartio en el facebook tuve que parar de limpiar y ponerme a escribir..."escobita nos vemos en unos minutos"

El 26 de Marzo fui a La Cesar Chavez marcha en apoyo de derechos estudiantiles y trabajadores. El dia anterio me quede despierta asta las 6am con mis hermanas, nos que preguntan que si nos gusta bailar...que si no...mmhumm!

A las 10am empeso la marcha,llegando a las 10:10am como es usual de las Lopez, nos metimos a Arteagos y nos compramos un desalluno no apto para deabeticos- barritas de freza con un Frech Vanilla por que despues de meter el vazo mediano bajo del button para el MEXICAN HOT CHOCOLATE nada mas me salio agua irviente y gris por las borbujillas de aire.


Caminamos 5.85 millas de Arteagos Supermarket (N Market Blvd, Sacramento, CA 95834) la Plaza de Cesar Chavez. Esta trallectoria para mi fue una de refleccion personal y consiensia de valores-"Por que ni el aire o viento para el movimiento!"

Enfrente de el banner de Dream Develop Do estava Natomas Middle School. Ellos eran un grupo de estudiantes muy diversos por los rasgos aparentes de la nariz, ojos, y color de pelo. Enfrente avian dos mujeres lideres de canto pequeñas de estatura y ojos de valor. Se mirava un grupo muy unido que como Dream Develop Do un grupo joven, entendemos el balor de la educacion y la importancia de participar en preservar esa oportunidad para todo joven y nino/a de esta nacion. Este dia no solamente es un dia de "paraid" sino tambien de activar gente a la causa de un hermano, Cesar Chavez, que conosia el valor de ser humano.


Admiro a su advisor, Goya Gutierrez una mujer con conosimiento en la practica de revitilizar ezperanza dia tras dia. Con siete meces de embarazo camino lado a lado con los estudiantes.

Lo que sigue

Sacramento's "We are ONE"
Save the date APRIL 4th


Monday from 5-7pm
Cesar Chavez Plaza Park
10th and Ist
Sacramento


On April 4th 1968, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. was assassinated in Memphis, where he had gone to stand with sanitation worker demanding their dream: The right to bargain collectively for a voice at work and better life.

Like Dr. King, Cesar Chavez- who was born March 31st inspired a generation through his tireless advocacy for workers rights.

Today, the same demand Dr. King and Chavez inspired echoes across America. It's the demand of all people-regardless of race: The right to join together for our common dreams.

Come to this gathering to get informed about the movement of workers in Wisconsin, Ohio, India, and dozens of other states where well-funded, right wing corporate politicians are trying to take away the rights Dr. King and Chavez dedicated their lives for. It’s a time to show movement. A time to be creative, but clear.


For more information please contact Zak Ford at the Sacramento Laboe Council at 916-927-9772 or zak@sacramentolanor.org

Friday, March 18, 2011

Stranded

Feeling lost I am stranded

On some lonely deserted island

At the edges of sanity

I find it rather uneventful

The repetitive seas forever lapping at the shores of my reality

Waiting in futility for that message in a bottle

But none will ever come here

No reaches me

I watch as days die in countless numbers

I have seen the sun give birth to light in the east

I have seen it die in the west

Though they pass by in endless procession

Days never change and end all the same

Beached on the sands of seeming tranquility

I resign myself to the endless rhythm of the waves

Crashing against my paradise turned prison

I know no other place

Endless

My thoughts are much more complicated that I like them to be

As I lay in my bed at the end of a long day sleep is the furthest thing from my mind

And definitely not what I do, in futile and fruitless attempts I close my eyes

I try to blank out everything else, remove everything from my mind and finally let go

Letting go never seem so hard, like letting go of the handle bars on my bike

Or letting of the breath that I hold, not sure if it would be my last

I can do it until I am blue in the face but holding on is much more painful

I exhale, slowly, Inhale deeply, but to no avail, my mind, my emotions always win

I can't seem to ever get anything right, not even sleep

I long for the bliss of darkness, I'd surround myself in it, embrace it if I could

Were that I was not afraid of what might reside behind my eyes

The long nights filled by, filled by

Of all things absence

I long for something to fill it but I don't think I will ever find it

No, at least for a night I want the search to end, I want to put a stop to the loneliness

But I will lose what's left of my sanity if I keep trying to find it

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Stranger in Stranger Clothing

I am a stranger in stranger clothing

Wishing only to fade away from the forefront of attention

I shy away from the cold unblinking stares of strange passersby

I turn my music up to high and my defenses even higher

I am a stranger in stranger clothing

I morph my outward appearance to blend in

I alter my speech and add and delete words from my vocabulary

Though you would never know it, I’d die for you to notice

I am not just another stranger on a bus I live I breathe I struggle every day

Just like you so take a look and tell me what you see

A stranger in stranger clothing or a reflection of yourself

It's... Nothing...

I come to bed hoping sleep’s embrace might just take hold of me tonight

But instead I come to bed and I find an ice cold bed of loneliness

Its not the dark that I fear anymore it’s the thoughts that race and pace around inside my head at night

Those day long slivers or repetitive thought

Day long slivers of repetitive thought

It’s not being able to get you out of my head

It’s like you flip a switch somewhere deep inside me

Because every time I see you my brain goes numb and my hearts beat grows ever louder

I feel it in my chest this tightening of my rib cage, shortening of my breath, a quickening of my pulse

It’s the deafening of my ears, the blinding of my eyes, blotting out everything but the sight and sound of you

It’s something that at times can be inexplicable, and at others actually quite predictable

Its the loneliness I fear the thought that I might never be able to hold you in my arms

And its not being able to tell you a single word of this

Away

Let us for just one night, tonight forget about everything in this crazy mad world

Forget about all the problems we face each day

Yours and mine included

Let’s slip away from all the bullshit

Withdraw from a world of negativity and escape to one of blissful unawareness

Or should I say singular awareness, it’s only you

Yes I’ll be there too like I’ve always been

Come with me let us just be

I could not ask for more than your presence

Where ever we end up sure as hell won’t matter at least not tonight

Escape with me this world will never bind us to it’s self-destruction

Come, let’s get away, so what do you say?

Nonsense

Closed eyes

Opened ears

Floating away on soundwaves

Feeling the rhythm

Pouring into my skull

The reverberation of bliss

Bouncing off of my skull

Rebounding in force

Colliding madly with my conscious

Melding seamlessly with every fiber of my being

Close my eyes

See it all flash by

Intoxicating sound

Perfect picture

Closed eyes

Opened ears

Open heart