Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Untitled (for now)

Take a deep deep breath, as I try to think

Think of anything to say that might catch your notice

Something that might make you notice… well me

If only I could find a voice to tell you just how much I feel for you

If only I could give name to what exactly what it is I feel, for at this point I cannot tell

I miss you yet you’ve never been mine to miss, I think of you like nothing and no one else

My mind can find it’s way to the furthest reaches of the universe

Explore galaxies and catch rides on solar flares

My mind can take trips to the darkest depths of incredible oceans

Swim with schools of beautiful creatures

But my mind can never be too long a way from you

No matter what I do there you are just behind my eyes that smile and that sweet laugh of yours

Thought upon thought upon thought fill my brain but though upon thought won’t make things change

Still I only know you from inside my dreams

If I had a chance I would ask you for a chance to get closer to you

For a chance to learn what you hold dear, to learn what makes you smile

Give me a chance to be what you hold dear to be what makes you smile

Friday, November 26, 2010

My Heart is an Open Book

My heart is an open book... At times I wish I could be a little more reserved. I wish I didn't wear my heart on my sleeve.

But I can't change the person that I am. Well, I could if I wanted to... but I won't.

I am strong willed, I am confident, I am educated, I am loyal... the only fault I see is that I tend to fall fast and hard for women.

This has been a good thing and a bad thing. It is a good thing because when I do have a woman, I can love her deeply and purely. But it is a bad thing because I am always setting myself up to be hurt.

My heart is an open book... but it seems to be missing a few pages.

Have you ever loved someone, and they didn't love you in the same way? It is called unrequited love and it is one of the worst feelings in the world.

It would be so much better to just shut off those feelings, to flip a switch and let it all fade away.

I wish it was that simple, but its not.

I can't change... I won't change

My heart is an open book... please don't tear out anymore pages.