Kill

Why must I always entertain these thoughts in my head

Should they not entertain me? Alas they don’t and instead they torture me

They keep me up in the dead of night, I hold my eyes closed but feigning sleep never works

Never letting up, always building up as if to force their way into being

Bursting forth from my head, shattering my skull and not bothering to put the pieces back

Would that I could kill these thoughts but soon they might be the death of me