I sometimes wonder what would happen if I died today. The thoughts that I have aren't about wat happens to me after I die. Honestly I don't know and don't nessicarily care... I will be dead and I wouldn't be able to change it.
My thoughts are about those who are affected by me... and would be affected by my death.
Who would show up to my funeral? Would they cry?
Who would take some of the lessons that I have shared, verbaly or by the way I live my life, and use them for their own lives?
Would some people even care?
Will they still remember me 10 years down the line? 20? 30?
And the biggest one..... Will I be missed?
I would like to think that people who love me, my close friends and family members, will miss me. That they will remember me. That my life lessons that I leave behind: speak your mind, love with all of your heart, and keep those that you love close to you, will be carried on long after I am gone. But I don't know. But until the day comes, I will continue to believe how I believe, and live how I live, hoping to spread my message and share my life.
1 comment:
I to am perplexed constantly by the very same questions.
Sometimes I don't think I did enough. Sometimes I don't think people care enough.
Sometimes I don't think I matter enough.
But sometimes, when I spend time with good company. I know that I have meant something to them.
And even if for just a moment in their life, I know they will remember and I will be missed.
Thanks for the great post.
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