What The Fuck Ever

It has been a while since i have actually been compelled to write anything worth reading.
This goes out to anyone who cares about anything.
If you ask anyone what is the mos important thing in their life, you can never get a straight answer. People can never choose what they really want out of life.
Happiness, some say, to live comfortably, say others, yet people never really stp and think about all the little things that are more important than living comfortably.
I cant remeber the last time i felt depressed and didnt ave anyone to go to. It's been a long while since I had to cry into a pillow because there was no shoulder for me to cry on. Tears dropping down on paper as words filled lines with sorrow, dispair, hate, and disappointment, smeard away by the bitterness pouring from my soul. I cant remeber the last time i felt alone
brought up, you are asked time and time again, what you want to be when you grow up. Not once do you dare ask the one question burning in your mind "WHEN am i going to be grown up?"
not once are you asked, "what are you NOW" at this point and time, 3, 4, 5, 6 years old.
I dont know how many kids actually se how important they are at that early age. Sons, daughters, students, and most importantly, Friends.
As we get older it seems that because those smpe things werent intstilled to us as children, we forget about them, forget about how important being there for others really is, we forget aobut how other are so imprtant to us as well.
We seem to find it very easy to hate, dislike, be mad, and forget about another person, yet find it damn near impossible to give forgiveness. It saddens me to know people just cant let go of things, shit happens evey day, and that what life is my friends. Shit, upon piles of even more shit, and unless you have other helping you through lifem you are going to be in shit for a long time
I can say that there is one thign that is more impirtant to me than any other, and those are my friends, I WILL NOT STAND for anyone who will make me choose who I will call a friend. I am capable of just about anything, for a friend, and you have just ran into a brick wall if you think I will let you destry what I cherish most in life.
Beware, You wont know where the deadly blow will come, but any enemies, of anyone who calls themselves my friends, will be knocked the fuck out.